| BREAKOUT! |
[Dec. 9th, 2009|11:15 pm] |
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Sup readers,back for more.Wake up super early this morning and went forbreakfast with mummy and granny ^^ Granny looked so cute when she wore corcs shoes.Hahah i like ^^ Yeah so had mee hoon kuey!YUM! ^^ Then found out that my cousin make my granny fall down!Damn bad,next time i see him,must scold him alr.Tsktsk.Hahah k moving on.Followed my mum to her salon and wash hair cause it was FREAKING oily like EWWW.Then blowed dry and i look awesome for only like 1 hour then my curls start to appear :( Annoying can.Tsk!
Then meet Jo after that and went to walk around.Was like thinking whether if he should follow and all that and at the end,glad that he did :) Went to his place to take wallet and then off to my place to deliver my sister her lunch and then went to meet neo.Omg,so sorry neo for making you wait k? :( Hmm yeah,was trying to take away the akwardness between neo and jo and it worked!^^So yeah went to ps,entered cotton on and check out this leopard prints boots which jo said that it look like phua chu kang's boots.Agreed yo^^ But still,it was cute yet retarded at the same time.Hahah then went for lunch with neo and we practically stare at her while she eats.Purposely make her feel uncomfortable ^^ Hahah yeah,then started camwhoring.First time i didnt cared about the people staring.Hahah but when i think about it,damn embaressing seh.Hahah.
Met ong and mart after that.Entered cotton on and body and then decided to go to 313 to look around.Took pictures in Zara.Hahah the mall was quite big,including the shops too.Not bad not bad ^^ Then went to play L4D 2 and was still bad at it :/ Hahhaa then char came by!Missed her so much seh..Like super long nvr see her alr.Found out something about her and felt damn happy for her.LIKE FINALLY IT HAPPENED!hahah.Yeah,then acc jo for lunch at some coffee shop nearby.Oh and i got a small cut on my arm cause of the door.Pain sia :( Oh yeah martina had it too!Hers bleed man.Mine was not that worse but i hope there wont be a scar/blue black there either. :/ Yeah then sadly,char and martina left earlier :/
So went for dinner,had $3.50 chickken rice that ong recommended which was cheap too ^^hahah the 2 rachels non stop fighting.Bitch and slut,here and there.and suddenly i become the whore.Hahah talk about the sex shop across the street.Hahha one of it looks like some shemales man.Hahah i admire shemales cause they are so confident and sexy man ^^ Look much better than other girls in singapore,just one weird thing is that there is something dangling between their legs. ^^ K i should stop about that.
Moving on.Was deciding where to go while walking to PS.The 2 rachels still fighting,calling each other bitch and slut.Hahah.Stupid ong,went to show my retarded video to the rest.Damn embaressing can! :p Hahah.Yeah then best thing is when we alighted at hougang,jo went all the way to sengkang when he's suppose to alight at kovan.hahah talk till we didnt even know that we pass kovan seh.For that moment,we kinda thought that kovan was after hougang.Hahah tried to contact him and then realise that his phone was in my bag!Hahah best!But lucky he's smart enough to use the public phone to call me if not,we are so dead.Hahha then waited for him to come to hougang again and then all the camwhorings start!Hahahah pictures all uploaded at FB!And there is still more to come,just that stupid hotmail is stopping me from uploading the pictures to my fb which was taken from neo's LOUSY CAMERA.
Hahha then when we came out of the mrt station.Neo had this crazy idea of camwhoring at the big grass patch!Hahahah was totally having fun there.Jumping,squating,posing and all the nonesense.Hahah we'll nvr forget about jo's run,jump and kick actions.hahahah SUPER RETARDED.Yeah take super lost of photos.Was like rushing to take as much as possible cause the camera's batt is dying.Hahah everybody look so GORGEOUS today.heh heh!I think we spent like an hour at the grass patch taking photos man.bet everybody was like staring but who cares yo!hahahh.Then after all the fun and excitement,everybody left.Jo acc me to wait for my bus and then yeah.had so much fun today.Cant wait for the next outing sexies. ^^
I'm so tired now.I should totally take a rest and not go out tmr.Theres lessons on thurs again.OMG,DREAD IT!ARGH.But but!I'M GETTING MY PHONEEEE!YAYYYYYYYYY! \m/ HTC OR ACER?I DO NOT KNOW :/ K whatever.I'm gonna stop here.Time to get photos ^^ Alright nighties sweethearts.Ciaoz.One more thing,check out facebook for toda's pictures! :)
Forget the misunderstandings,
enjoy the beginnings of everything.
Cause whats important now,
its just you and me. |
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[Dec. 6th, 2009|05:57 pm] |
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Hoho sup people,currently at my gramma house.All the old folks and relatives are here.No cousins AGAIN. :( Why am i always the only cousin there?Sad man.Hahah nvrmind,i have my phone and computer to entertain me ^^ Heh.Oh oh i had this dream,well more like a nightmare.Omg i felt so scared and sad when i woke up.Cause it feel so real and i really wish it'll nvr happen.PLEASEEE OMGG!Damn!Dread tmr,there's school.Amaths lessons AGAIN.When can i ever enjoy a proper holiday?So annoying.
Alright lets talk about today.Met him and went to church tgt.Church was really boring as usual.Plus the priest is like OMG.WTF is he talking man.No offence,i mean by the way he talks and sings.If only it was some other priest,then it wouldnt be so boring.heh.Oh man,should i study for retest?I dont wanna go. :( Nvrmind,i shall think of all those upcoming events ltr on this month.At least it brightens up my mood a little.Alright,i should stop here.Enjoy your weekends readers.And get ready for HELL tmr.
Trying to trust and not have a bad feeling about it.
Show me that you meant what you said.
One wrong move,
and its over.
I'm serious. |
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| Do you love her? |
[Dec. 5th, 2009|12:43 am] |
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Its been so long since i last post.I'm so bored man.Today has been a really long and tiring day.I cant sleep.Feel like watching year one with my sister but she's busy :( And i got nothing to blog about either.Oh i miss.............HAHHAHAHAHAH NOBODY. ^^ K sorry,i'm just really bored.Heehee!Cant wait for tmr,breakfast yo ^^ heh.K i'm gonna stop here and go off.Yay!!!!!GETTING PHONE SOON :)
I'm falling falling falling~
deeper and deeper. |
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| I said love love love love ~ |
[Nov. 30th, 2009|10:53 pm] |
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Sup folks,i'm like super tired now.And there's physics tmr for like 4 and a half hours.Seriously,who can survive that omg.Dread it man.I have ss to do too. :( But tmr i can see my dearest alr ^^ Yeah about today,went for breakfast with Jo and then church.After that,went to my cousin house.Nephew's ONE MONTH YO!HAhah he so cute but sadly i nvr get to take photo of him :( Hahahah but at least i'm he first to give him a utensils set so that he can use it when he's 1 yr old or so.Hahah.Yeah thats about it tmr.I got this feeling i cant sleep again tmr.bad bad bad :( I scared ltr got eye bags!Tsk.Hey you! 20 more mins babeh. ^^ K i'm stoping here.WORK TIME!
I Tried So Very Hard Not To Loose It
I Came Up With A Million Excuses
I Thought Of Every Possibility
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[Nov. 27th, 2009|11:06 pm] |
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 I know you like it ^^
Sorry for tonight and thanks for everything.
You break me down
My heart, it pounds
Yeah, you got me
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| What am i thinking,seriously? |
[Nov. 27th, 2009|07:50 pm] |
Sup folks,here to post about today.Well,neo came over to my place.Had macs for lunch and played wii and all that.Had much fun and everything and i did a really horrible thing.Which i think you guys will see at the previous post.Please dont spread it around.Yeah,its just for entertainment purposes ^^
Is it just me or is everybody upset?Its like all the discontent in me are overwhelming my emotions,plus the pain and for tmr.....AHH~Omg.I cant seem to voice out what i want to say cause its just undescribable.Its like a rush through my mind and eveything is mixed up.Why is everything always so complicated?Is this like part of teenage life or something?Cause it suck,it really do.
Why why?Why must everything be so hidden.Cause i'm getting annoyed,terrified,surprised,depressed and....All this feelings are just coming to me,on and off.I hate it.Cant i ever escape again?I really dk.
Well,all those people who are sad,please cheer up.I always thought that by seeing the brighter side of life,everything's gonna be okay.Looks like,sometimes the giver has a desperate moment too.
And between us,my friend,there's nothing called reliance and burden.
I dont know if this is right.
I dont know if i should even feel this way. |
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| SOS |
[Nov. 25th, 2009|10:31 pm] |
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I cant think straight,
my speech is vanishing,
i'm tuning numb,
my eyes are falling
i'm deprived from sleep.
Send me your love,please? |
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| Straight through my heart. |
[Nov. 25th, 2009|08:14 pm] |
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Sup readers,here's another post about a boring life of Samantha Quah yo.Haha well,its not so boring but its not that exciting either :) Okay so this how it goes.Today,i only got like 4 hours of sleep and cant sleep back when i wake up due to my stupid body alarm.Damn annoying.Was surfing my new mio tv thing,found out there was mad tv episodes ^^ Hahah totally lighten up my mood in the morning.hahah watch like 3 episodes and then joel came over to my place.Thought it was really akward and all that but well,it wasnt that bad as i thought it would be. ^^
Yeah headed to tuition after that.Hahha dk why but it feels like time passes so fast.Ong and char cant stop their nonesence.Forever make me smile to myself like some idiot.Hahha.Yeah then met Joel again after that.I feel damn bad man,like make him wait and all.Hahah hope he's not angry or something :p Hahha.Oh yeah,i got this crazy idea of playing pool when i didnt know how to play at all.Feel so embaressed when i played cause it was like shit.The people laughing at the background make me felt worse.Well,lucky he's there to teach me,at least i'm not a pool geek anymore ^^ Hahha thanks alot man :) Yeah had dinner after that,totally lose my appetite,wanted to vomit while eating but was able to controlled it.Yeah so talk talk and all while heading to interchange and yeah got home after that.
Oh and there was this man who sat beside me.He freaked me out when i saw like sticky things all over his hands and all and there was this smell coming from him but it dont stink.I thought he masturbate or smth.Omg totally dont want the past to repeat again.But lucky it was some lotion i guess.Hahha yeah on the way home was abit freaky cause the street lights were so dim and some was not on.Indian man was like staring...O.M.G.
Hahah well glad that there's lesser akwardness between us.You're totally not the person i thought it would be.And again,you NEVER bore me to death and you werent the WORSE among the others.hahah well thanks for today and will be looking forward for friday yo ^^Oh and if i was your sister,i would be glad to have a nice brother like you.Tell her i love her!hahah nah just kidd.
K thats about it for today.Omg i'm so gonna dread ss class tmr.Can i not go? :( Hope 2012 will brighten up my mood.Hehheh.I wanna work in childcareeeeeee! :( K i shall shut up,ciaoz people. |
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| Dumbfounded. |
[Nov. 24th, 2009|10:03 am] |
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 So now i'm falling in love? |
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| You make my head spin like a hurricane. |
[Nov. 19th, 2009|08:10 pm] |
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Sup readers.I'm back for more :) K,it has been a long time since i last posted.Too lazy to update about my life.So k I GOT MY NAILS PAINTEDDD!!!HAHA !!K not really painted but just french manicure ^^ And i cut my hair too :D Like finally!Hahah ong,love your haircut.You keep reminding me about my cousin.Bunch of gorgeous folks.So yeah thats about it for today.
Ytd,i went for some chalet.And i swear nich is really some weird guy.TOTALLY.Hahah had fun in the chalet,lots of nonesence from the guys,as usual. ^^ Cant hardly breathe in there cause of the smoke.And seriously,i do not like coasta sands at all.Not one bit,weird people,dirty and too packed.Hahah but as long the right people are there,everything goes well as planned.hahah and seriously,thanks chester for licking the can so that i cant take a next sip after that.Hahah.Will nvr forget that man.Oh and cin,cheer up and hope you'll have a speedy recovery! ^^
Oh guitar chalet was WOOOOOOO!~~Cause i got H.I.G.H!HAHAHAH.Cant wait for the next drinking session girls ^^ Cheers!Heh.Yeah eventhough dad reached early there but still he allowed me to leave at 11^^ Nice or nice.Hahah cant expect much from him either.
Yeah k thats all i'm gonna say.Tmr,another boring day.Mum's gonna nag at me for studying.Argh.Oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIJIE!^^ you're finally sixteen,slowpoke. Eventhough i know he wont read my lj cause i dont even think he knows i have one but its okay,i'll still say it.Heh.Yeah k Nightz readers :) |
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| I'm just thinking about you. |
[Nov. 10th, 2009|01:59 pm] |
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SNEAK PEAK!
Those words,
those stares,
that smile,
it just keeps me wondering
about you. |
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| I have no patience for this. |
[Nov. 7th, 2009|02:43 pm] |
Omgg its been so long since i post and i'm so lazy to talk about today.Didnt feel well so i skipped chem and guitar class.Erk,guilty conscious are overwhelming me.Oh did a super embaressing thing today.I'm not gonna talk about it,dont even wanna remember it.Omgg!
2 more days and its my big day.I'm getting MARRIED!!!!!WOOOOOOO!Yeah right,i wish~ Heh.But i am gonna dress in all white.Literally all white,all the way.Everything.Cant imagine me kneeling infront of a bishop among 100s of people behind me staring at my butt.Hahah just completed watching my k drama,omg so thrilling! ;) Hahah.
Oh yeah finally i found out who was the one who called my name is cp like very long time ago.It was Arleen Tan!maybe those in oln will remember who is she.Hahha.Yupp,we did some catching up and we're gonna meet some day for more bonding session.hahah! ;) Okaythats it.I'm lazy to type about my boring life anw.Ciaoz people.
Ong cheer up alright? :)Just think at the brighter side of life.Rather get hurt now than later when it falls deeper.There are many fishes swimming in that pond of yours.You'll find one who truly wants you as a good and loving master.As you said,we are still young right? :) I'll be here for you and be your shoulder.We can do this tgt! :)
I know it wontt work out the way i want but i hope this upcoming events will be a good memory of you for me.Can we at least be friends?I hope we'll smile to each other like normal friends do.I dont mind doing it first. :)
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| I know this will end soon. |
[Nov. 5th, 2009|04:32 pm] |
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Hahah yay!Its wedenesday,and there is no lessons.But tmr there is like lessons,guitar and tuition :( Omgg i'm so bored at home.Talking to nicky right now.Miss him man,its been so long since i last see him :( hahah last night was like OMG!!!!!~~ I cant believe it that it will actually lead till like this.I thought it would just end soon but its still going on :) I'm excited for sunday yo. :)CONFIRMATION NIGHT FOR ME.hahah go there to dress to impress and not to dress for confirmation.Hahaha!I'm gonna watch more youtube videos now :) k ciaoz.see you guys soon in school. |
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| I'm gonna be an aunty AGAIN! |
[Nov. 1st, 2009|08:06 pm] |
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HAHAHAH OMGGGGGG!!!!GREAT NEWS FOR MEEE!!!!MY BABY NEWPHEW,BRANDON TOH IS OUT!WOOOOO!YAYYY I CANT WAIT TO SEE HIM!I'M GONNA BE A GOOD AUNTY AND KISS HIM LIKE CRAZY WHEN I SEE HIM.TIME TO SEARCH FOR HIS PRESENT AS PLANNED :D HAAPPPYYY TOO THE MAXXXX.MY GRAMMA IS SO CUTE,SHE SO HAPPY.SHE'S NOW A GREAT GRAMMA!!HAHAHA. |
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| Foolishly in love |
[Nov. 1st, 2009|05:34 pm] |
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Today sucked,everything didnt turn out what i thought it would which made me even more depressed and pissed off.i'm speechless,dont wanna push this issue any further.Argghhhh!
Why must i even started looking at you in the first place?
If i didnt,
it wouldnt have turn out this way.
Why must everything turn out like this? |
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| You make my imaginations run wild. |
[Nov. 1st, 2009|06:34 am] |
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Yesterday was retreat adn it was somehow much more fun than i expected.Hahah played truth or dare,damn fun and funny.Gonna play it again lt.Oh man,i owed them a dare,i'm so dead :( Hahah we all got dare to do something to the guys.I was asked to give pat's cousin a tissue and lie to him that there is something on his face.He was in disbelief and he still thinks that there is something on his face.Silly guy.Pat ask a really big size guy which school was he at,i think the big size guy will think that pat has a crush on him.HAHA.
Oh and jessica is the funniest.He went up to the teacher,leslie and asked how old is he.Then leslie's sister,tracy,which was our teacher.asked jessica " Eh eh what you doing to my brother uh! " HAHHA.Then leslie came laughing and he told jes his age and said "Eh you got boyfriend alr hor. " Hahah he thinks that jes was trying to hit on him.Funny to the max.
Today is time to aim on those guys that we like.AHHHH~JCJCJCJC! :D I'm so excited man.But sadly,today's only 3 hours.Argh!K planning to bathe at 7 25am.I'm boreddd.K ciaoz.
One look from you makes me anticipate for the next. |
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| Sometimes,words may be louder than actions. |
[Oct. 31st, 2009|08:38 pm] |
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I would like to dedicate this song to you.
Since i cant really describe me feelings to wards you.
So,here it goes :
I shouldnt have done that.
I should have just ignore it,
like something i could'nt see,like something i cant see.
I shouldnt have look at you at all.
I should have run away,
I should have acted like i didnt hear it,
like something i couldnt hear.
I shouldnt have listened to love at all.
Without a word,you let me know love.
Without a word,you gave me love.
You even made me hold onto my breath but you ran away like this.
Without a word,love leaves me.
Without a word,love tosses me away.
What should i say next?
My closed lips were suprised on their own.
Coming without any words.
Why does it hurt so much?
Why does it hurt continuously?
Except for the fact that i cant see you anymore,
And that you are not here anymore,
otherwise it is the same as before.
Without a word,tears fall.
Without a word,my heart breaks down.
Without a word,i wait for love.
Without a word,I hurt because of love.
I become a fool because i cry while thinking about you.
Without a word,farewell finds me.
Without a word,the ends come near me.
I think my heart was surprised to send you away without any preperation.
It came without a word.
Without a word,it comes and leaves.
Like the fever before,maybe all i need to do is to hurt for awhile.
Because in the end,only scars are left.
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[Oct. 31st, 2009|08:04 pm] |
HAPPY GRADUATION DAY TO ALL THOSE SEC 3'S.Haha if you can even call it a graduation?More like a start to a living hell.So anw,school was as usual,boring.Cleaned tables and played uno.Got back our papers and got some horrifying news which is,we all have to go back to school till like 22 dec?Like seriously wtf?AHHHH!~I can just die.I cant work till after christmas.Pathetic shit.Argh.
Had lunch with my mates then HP came over to our house.I thought her how to play a song on a guitar then we watched our k drama tgt.It was totally AHHH~HAHAHAH!Cant believe HP actually cry.I felt so sad for them but i couldnt show it,maybe its because i feel akward to cry in front of her.HAHHA.But it was really nice.We were screaming,shouting,banging,hitting and all that.Thats what happen when you get too emotional over some actions that triggers your emotions.Hhaha.Got bored and decided to watch we got married AGAIN.
Hahah hols are like not hols and i've got so much homework to do.Can i like seriously just die? :/ And plus,tmr i have a retreat and on sunday too.Omgggg!I must think it as a good way cause i can see my 3 eyecandys.MUHAHAHAH!And pat can see her 2 eyecandys and we both can smirk tgt while looking at them! Right anot, pat? *smirks.Hahah I want christmas to hurry come then chinese new year then o's.Cause by the time i can see my new born newphew,AHHH~And i can enjoy my time at malaysia freely,AHHH~and my worries for o's will be over after the final examination!AHHHH~x2 Hahah k i'm being sacarstic right now.
In a blink of an eye,i'm turning sec 4 in another 2 months and 8 days.Cool anot,people birthday at 6 Jan!No kidding eh.Haha I'm 16!And i'm legal to do CERTAIN stuff.Which means another step up till i reach my expiry date which is another like 60-70 yrs?Like i can live for so long.Hahah its raining right now,i see thunders. :( K i'm gonna end my nonesence here,gonna continue watching my show!
Goodnight peeps and see you during the hols!And all the best to all seniors.Adios! ;)
Why must all good things come to an end?
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[Oct. 30th, 2009|05:11 pm] |
 Even if you're just right next to me, sometimes you seem so far away, like you're not there at all. Advice to all : When you gain friends,gain them through testing and do not trust them hastily. |
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[Oct. 30th, 2009|04:03 pm] |
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Omg i'm like so freak out by ghost right now cause i just watched ' paranormal activity " with my gramma's maid.It seriously shows me that ghost can REALLY kill.Or perhaps make you go crazy till you start killing?Its not like ghost shows you watch on tv like,e.g. the eye,ju-on and etc.Its actually a homemade video by a couple and i guess someone took the video and decided to make this known to public as a memory of the couple who i guess,passed away?Its quite freaky man.Did'nt know that it really happens in real life.You guys should go check it out,but its not for the faint-hearted :)
So about school today,boring as we were doing corrections again.Felt even more boring when the art girls went for the workshop :/ played uno and heartattack.Gosh,tmr's gonna start cleaning tables.Its even more screwed up cause i've got guitar after that when school actually ends at 10 plus?OMFG!I wanna go watch movie with my peeps man :( Totally screwed!ARGH.Realised my whole of november is like KNS.Need to come back to school for lessons :( |
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